blu3andy3ll0w

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-11-11T13:39:00

2005-11-11T19:40:11Z

My grandpa fell down last night, i guess in the shower well today I had to stay home and stay with my grandpa all day to feed him and help him to the bathroom, while my dad sat at home watching tv, wow thanx! oh well made me miss a math test.

hahaha funny

2005-11-08T19:45:28Z

HAHAHAHHAHAHA So I was online and found this omfg please go and look at this. go through the page all the way really search around.

http://www.penguinwarehouse.com/index.php

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-11-07T23:08:00

2005-11-08T05:08:16Z

November, 11 2005 at The Journey
1517 Regent Street, Madison, WI 53711
Cost: 5 bones
show sweet

weekends are the best

2005-11-07T19:27:25Z

weekend was ehh okay
Friday, Jamie and I went to see armor for sleep, the concert over all was a drag it was soooo boring. I like the bands, but it was a dull show. After we went to pizza shuttle with scott and some kid I never wanted to remember his name, I took Jamie home and talked to Justin for an hour then we both pretty much passed out on the phone together.
Saturday, I went down to Justins and we were going to go to this party, but no1 was at the house, so we had a party at this kids house named Tyler. It was pretty rad, everyone drank hardcore, and this one kid who had the nickname "Silent Rob" Was louder than all the people there, he never drank before, he almost threw up on me. I was the only person who didn't puke, and I was proud! Every was passed out by midnight which was so lame, but it was fun, Justin and I took Tyler's room and he let us and didn't care. So I got to sleep next to my babes. Made me happy he always does.
Sunday, I came home and passed out and slept all day and then I watched a movie with my dad, he has another infection in his intestions so he has to get surgury and soon because he can't properly digest food. Wow More bad luck added to my plate, I love it. Thank god I have Justin to help me through all this, I swear I could have everything taken away from me that ever matter and be left with Justin him and I'd still be happy.
Wow my belly burns....weird My stomach still hurts I feel like an old lady when i walk cuz I have to stay haunched over. Okay done...

Sick to my stomach

2005-11-03T17:41:04Z

So all three computers in my house are fucked, my dads computer has 93 viruses on it, my dads laptop, like started on fire randomly, fucking weird and I was a dumb ass and tried to install xp on my computer. So yeah we have 3 computers well 2 that need to be fixed my dads getting a new one shipped to him. I went to "Through the eyes of the Dead" and "broken aside" on tuesday, I had to leave early and miss the last band, but wasn't my fault. The show went well, except the fact that a window was broken. I got kicked in the stomach by some huge guy, I knocked the wind outta me and I passed out and was taken into the merch room when I woke up I threw up all over the floor because I couldn't breath. I went to the doctor yesterday and I guess I have some tissue inside of me that was torn, so I can't have any excersize for a month, that means I can't ride for a month. Its hurts to walk and stand up and sit down, the only way I'm normal is if I lay down, which sucks. Breathing is a fucking killer too. I'm going to Gatsby's American Dream, Lovedrug, Armour For Sleep and Matchbook Romance tomorrow, I hate matchbook but I love the other 3 bands so yeah. Oh yeah I have to sell Spirit or Java because my dad can't afford two horses, I'm really sad about that, in like under 5 monthes my life went to being able to afford everything to Losing everything, Were looking for apts so we will be able to keep our house with out selling it. We have no money I hate it.

Only a month

2005-11-01T17:01:27Z

So Yeah I finally got to see Jusint after fucking 2 weeks, I love his parents they are so nice, they made me chinese for dinner because they know how much I liked it and they knew I was coming over. Amazing, after we ate I helped his parents clean up and handed out candy, Jusint and I went semi-trick or treating....but not really. I just took candy from his candy bowel. We went and saw SAW II it was fucking amazing, way better than the first one....like I suggest you go see it, but don't expect a horror film because its totally thriller!!!! But the ending is the best ending I've seen in a movie forever! After the movie we went to the mall and he bought my a giant heffalump buddy for our one month, I wanted to cry when he came out of the store with that. Its so cute.
yeah thats what it looks like haha.
I'm going to the shorewood show tonight, I heard stephan was bragging about punching me in the face, I doubt I'll do anything about it. But I'm alittle ticked at the fact that hes proud to hit a girl. When Leah got hit in the face the guy that hit her apologized and felt bad, he wasn't proud at all. On that topic my nose is getting better, it only bleeds now when I sneeze, and it doesn't come pouring out. just like a normal nose bleed now YAY! So Jamie and I have gotten to be close friends, Its nice, to have someone close we watch The sisterhood of the traveling pants and we were like on the brink of crying through the whole movie. Haha were cool. Its nice to have someone who can go riding with me and knows what to do. Like we go out to my farm and we both go and ride we trade of horses. Its so much fun. Oh shit Lunch yes, cardboard burgers!

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-30T11:35:00

2005-10-30T17:46:54Z

so yeah.. I went to that show last night, well that was a huge blow it sucked, The poor girl had to many bands and didn't get all of them to play and a huge fight broke out, it was scary and yet pathetic. The fact that we can't get along sure, the 2 most known bands didn't get to play, but that wasn't her fault. This is when its going to fall apart, we are going to lose everything. Were never gunna be able to have another show at shorewood again. On the other hand my nose isn't broken its just like incredibly bruised, and like i don't know, its not broken but fucked up. Thats good, but it hasn't stopped bleeding, like on and off but theres always blood coming out of it, its annoying. I think I may go trick or treating tonight....idk, I get to see Justin tomorrow YAY! my babes <3

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-27T22:30:00

2005-10-28T03:38:21Z

I'm at jamies house and we were looking through old pics and I found this pic of Katie, it totlly reminded me of that night I was there w. her and Sarah, that was when Sara and I hated each other, kinda like now.... Yeah just a huge flash back. We both are having huge flash back looking at old pics of people and like old pics of our familes. Makes you really charish the memories cuz I know I will always have. Even when the people you used to love have come and gone. Memories are such great things. Justin and are our having our 1 month on Friday and hes ungrounded monday and were seeing Saw II I don't expect it tobe good but its been two weeks since I was even able to se him. I miss him so much. I haven't felt like this about anyone since Adam and the feelings are stronger than when I dated Adam. Wow that was so long ago....wow the memories.... I love memories....

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-24T12:57:00

2005-10-24T17:59:43Z

I saw Justin friday after work, but since hes grounded it had to stay a secret and i only got to see him for 10-15 minnutes but I took Jamie shopping and that was fun, then sat I went to a show with alyzza and Jamie, okay the whole weekend I hung out with both my girls, Jamie and I went to her barn and we both rode her horse, hes so pretty I love him I wanna take my horse there and have both of us go on a trail ride. okay bye

my life is going to shit. I should just die now.

2005-10-21T18:23:28Z

Yesterday was the concert, the bled and ya, thats the only band I really went to see since I knew underoath was only gunna play new songs, So I came down with Jamie and we met up with Alyzza and Mike, Justin K was with Sara so I hung out w. him and moshed with him, I hated all the fags that were 2-stepping and hardcore dancing to underoath I tried to kick and trip all of them, they are so gay. I spent most of the night with Richie and Ryan and Richie was being so annoying he would not stop asking me to have sex with him, Ryan likes me and even he wasn't that bad he hardly would hit on me because he knows I'm dating Justin. Hes grounded for 3 weeks for going up north with me. Both our faults, but he works tonight so I'm driving down there to see him at work since I can't handle not seeing him like the 4 days of the week I do. I got my hair cut and dyed pics will be at the bottom....its nothing special the color I just put red pigment in so I have red highlights with the brown that faded. OH YEAH! I drove down to the Rave myself and my car was fine!!!! that was my highlight of the night cuz I was almost crying because I was so nervious driving down there, cuz of my accident that I had last time I went to the rave. I hate having two studies in a row....Ugh, lame. I guess Jill and I are going to that show in West Bend, people keep asking me to take them up there and personally if I don't like you I don't want to give you a ride.
So my dad and I are broke, we have no money and we are so behind on every bill. I applied at like 5 places and all of them are hiring, I hope Starbucks calls me back first, but I applied at Mc donalds, a new vet in grafton paying 7.50 starbucks and sendicks.... I hope I can get a job soon because I want to help my dad out so bad, and pay people back for money i owe, like my horses at the farm, I'm having to sell them cuz we can't afford them, I'm so sad about that I've cried like nightly because I'm going to lose them. okay enough said. wow this s long....weird.

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-16T19:45:00

2005-10-17T00:53:57Z

I went to my cabin this weekend, yeah it was weet, watched a shit load of scary movies w. Justin and on sunday on our way home we went go carting and omfg that was fun it was like war Justin and i were just tryingt o spin each other out, yeah I lost that but it was fucking amazing....the weater was nice but i didn't go out much except for like a midnight walk, and we saw 3 buks and they were small bucks but it was still cool...the leaves were amazing, I didn't take any pictures because my dad is like a nazi w. the camera, i have no clue why oh well. Homework YAY

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-13T10:44:00

2005-10-13T15:47:23Z

So I decided to close the book on what was some good years. Pretty much your out of my life, all was well until school when yo changed, I never changed I did the same things that I have always done, but you were just trying to get rid of me, I wasn't your friend I was something to pass the time in school, now that you found someone else looks whos gone faster than the speed of light. I hope you have fun with that, but I know there will be the day when you wish you had me and I wont be there. She will never be me.

love struck

2005-10-10T03:38:39Z

So I had my second homecoming this weekend and it was my boyfriends homecoming it was so much fun, I got to spend 3 whole days with him I loved it, hes so amazing like I have felt like this since my first boyfriend whom i like for 2 years after we broke up, wow...

thats jill and I, I loved her dress so much, yeah i know I look horrible in both pictures i always do

life in general

2005-10-03T16:09:55Z

So yeah, In school and this one teacher wont stop bitching at me for missing classes. she says shes going to kick me out of the class if I don't start coming to class, what a bitch, I attend enought o know whats going on, and I'm not failing the class so who gives a fuck!, what ever, so I'm going to the barn pretty much right after school, I just want to ride until my legs fall off, i could use the alone time with my horse, I need the time to think about things....so its nice that I can go somewhere and have peace and quite and just be one with my horse.

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-02T19:26:00

2005-10-03T00:28:22Z

So today i rode, I rode Deena for the first time, first time any1 has been on her back and it went fine! i was so glad, uhh I did nothing else, I didn't want to still tired from last night homecoming sheeyyaaa! well yeah thats it.

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-10-01T11:41:00

2005-10-01T16:52:00Z

Yeah so I just woke up, I dunno how I stayed in bed this late but I have to get ready fro homecoming ugghhhh lame lame lame I'm to lazy, maybe I'll just take a bath and fall asleep there to some musi..The show last night was fun, like all shows the only thing that changes are the bands, sometimes. but yeah way to much drama, 3 people got knocked out cuz some fat doode was being a bitch. what ever yeah so I'm going to the bathtube now yay!

Life in general

2005-09-22T16:36:43Z

Yeah nothing new, I got my dad back today, but its still going to be the same, but with food in the house! yeah...Tippy and I are going a month on friday. I'm excited and David S's party is on sat and i have to work yuck so many hours I love it!!!

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-09-06T14:03:00

2005-09-06T19:11:46Z

yeah I dunno, school is a pile of shit, people are like trying to be my friend now cuz I have a myspace, I had two 2girls ask for my senior pictures and they used to make fun of me, whatever, I got co-op today so now I get to leave early from school too work yes! I'm excited makes school a lot easier for me, my Math teacher is a retard she gave the class the wrong assignment and she accused the whole class of copying and cheating on the homework and was going to take points off, like we have any points already for school. it took her the whole hour to realize that she made the mistake. wow fucking dyke. Shes over crazy about math too. So Jason is coming home a day early so I. can se him sooner, I guess I'm happy.

This is for you....

2005-08-15T15:38:50Z

I am so sorry for what I have done. But in all honesty was it even close to what you have done, I could not even come close to explaining how upset I was. I never cared that you were friends with girls... someone added that in for the fun. The reason why I was so hurt is that I felt like another girl, nothing special and the things you'd tell me you didn't mean, and I was scared you were going to hurt me again. I didn't want that. Trust is a hard thing to gain once its been lost and I guess I learned I still didn't trust you. Going behind your back was nothing of this matter, that was a fraction of why you should be mad at me, it wasn't like him and I planned that...its was a last minute decision, we didn't do anything of what your worried about. So your willing to lose everything we had for these problems? Do you really think thats a good idea? I know that I would regret a decision like that, thats why I came back, you show no will to fight back or even fight at all....one little problem comes up and you back out. Thats not very strong and you are a strong person, you have been through so much and your doing alright very well might I add. So your not even willing to talk to me over something like this? Thats not the person I know....you seemed so willing to talk when it was you that made the mistake....And I listened

this is gay

2005-08-07T23:36:16Z

What time are you starting this? 5:57P.M.

Name?Sarah

Nicknames? retard,pixie and greenie

Date of birth? 05-02-88

Sex? female

Height? 5'1"

Eye color? brown

Where were you born? Hollywood, California

Number of candles on your last birthday cake? i can't remember having a candles on my cakes

Pets? yes 2 chickens, 3 cats, and 2 horses

Hair color? going to be bald soon....everyone is dying there hair just like mine, blonde on top and brown on the bottom

Piercings? ears,and my nose

Town you live in? Cedarburg

Favorite foods? um cake

Ever been to Africa? no?

Been toilet papering? yeah

Love someone so much it made you cry? once

Been in a car accident? yup totalled my car

Croutons or bacon bits? bacon bits...

Favorite day of the week? saturday

Favorite resturant? uh pizza shuttle

Favorite flower? orchid

Favorite sport to watch? fuck if I know, I guess horse shows since I'm always in them

Favorite drink? juice

Favorite ice cream flavor? coookie dough!

Warner Bros. or Disney? boooth!

Favorite fast food restuarant? jack in the box

Carpet color in your bedroom? white

How many times did you fail your driver's test? none

Whom did you get your last email from? my dad LOL

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? UH Neimen-Marcus where everything is over 100 bucks in the store

What do you do most often when you are bored? play my bass, ride my ponies, play out side idk...what ever feels fun

Most annoying thing to say to me? idk nothing at all

Bedtime? 2am

Favorite TV show? aquateen or robot chicken or jackass

Last person you went out to dinner with?:my dad and aunt

Been out of country? yuppers

Believe in magick? nope

Ford or Chevy? ew niether

Have you ever failed a grade? nope

If you have, what grade did you fail? n/a

Do you have a crush on someone? yup and you wont know who

Do you have a bf/gf? single...whats new

If so, what is their name? ghosts

How long have you been together? n/a and stop asking

What are you wearing right now? tank top and jeans...wow special

Would you have sex before marriage? yes....most people do

Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? ew no

Are you a virgin? no

Do you smoke? gross

Do you drink? no

Are you ghetto? no

Are you a player? I can be at times

What are your favorite colors? purple

What is your favorite animal? orca whale...and people who don't know what that is *Free Willy*

Do you have any birthmarks? yes on my belly

Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? yes...many times by a family member too

Who do you talk to most on the phone? MY BFFFFFF Katie Butler

Have you ever been slapped? yes

Do you get online a lot? yes

Do you shower? daily

Do you hate school? no idk its strange

Do you have a social life? yup i'm not a loser

How easily do you trust people? i never trust people

Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? yes

Would you ever sky dive? I tried it once already, AMAZING

Do you like to dance? yes

Have you ever been out of state? yes

Do you like to travel? not erally they get so annyoing fast

Have you ever been expelled from school? no

Have you ever been suspended from school? no

Do you want to get out of your hometown? NO, I want to get back to my hometown

Are you spoiled? kinda, i used to be

Are you a brat? to my dad

Have you ever been dumped? many times

Have you ever gotten high? many many years ago
D
o you like snapple? lots of sugar

Do you drink a lot of water? all the time

What toothpaste do you use? idk

Do you have a cell phone? yes

Do you have a curfew? idk not really

Who do you look up to? no one

Are you a role model? to some people maybe

Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? both

What name brand do you wear the most? goodwill

What kind of jewelry do you wear? braclets

What do you want pierced? my tounge

Do you like takin pictures? who doesn't

Do you like gettin your picture taken? yes

Do you have a tan? hardly i hate tans now

Do you get annoyed easily? definately

Have you ever started a rumor? yeah, if you ever said no to that, its a lie

Do you have your own phone or phone line? i wish

Do you have your own pool? no, but i have a unicorn

Do you prefer boxers or briefs? nudie

Do you have any siblings? no

Have you ever been played? almost every guy has done it to me

Have you ever played anyone? no

Do you get along with your parents? not really

How do you vent your anger? I cry

Have you ever ran away? when i was a kid i sat on my patio and that was my big runaway

Have you ever been fired from a job? yes

Do you even have a job? nope

Do you daydream a lot? all the time

Do you have a lot of ex's? yeah

Do you run your mouth? hahahaha do i even need to answer

What do you want a tattoo of? the irish cross

What does your ex bf/gf look like? idk italian dark thick hair beautiful brown eyes, manly shapped...

What does your most recent crush look like? uhh reddish brown hair tall, italian too

Whats her/his name? wont say....every1 knows already

Have you ever been bitched out? yes

Are you rude? no i can't be i am to like scaredy cat like

What was the last compliment you recieved? idk i'm pretty i guess....

Do you like getting dirty? yes its so much fun to play in mudd or sand

Are you flexiable? yeah i used to be more flexible than i am now though

What is your heritage? irish!

What is your lucky number? 3

What does your hair look like right now? its umm idk cleaning lady style LOL i was cleaning all day and I have it up in a bandana

Could you ever be a vegetarian? nope i lost way to much wait when i tried

Describe your looks? freckles, little,kid like

If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? way to many colors to list

Would you ever date someone younger than you? only by a year

Would you ever date someone older than you? oh yeah I usually only like them older

When was the last time you were drunk? uh new years?

How many rings until you answer the phone? 2

Have you ever been skinny dipping? at my lake i do all the time

When was the last time you went on a date? uh 2 weeks ago

Do you look more like your mother or father? my dad the male has the better jeans

Do you cry a lot? yes very often

Do you ever cry to get your way? not anymore I'm not a child

What phrase do you use most when on the phone? who cares?

Are you the romantic type? I'm a hopeless romantic

Have you ever been chased by cops? no

What do you like most about your body? my eyes?

What do you like least about your body? my smile

When did you have your first crush? summer before freshmen year

When was the last time you threw up? uhhh last night Jk jk idk last winter

In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? all the colors

Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly? no i feel retarded when i do thay

What about cleavage? like i have any

Is your best friend a virgin? no

Have you ever fucked someone up? NO

Have you ever been fucked up? ew

What theme does your room have? idk blue theme?

What size shoe do you wear? 6 1/2

What is your screen name on AIM? tinkerrtard

How are you feeling right now? hungry

When was the last time you were at a party? last week

Have you ever given a lapdance? no...i'm not a cheap whore

Have you ever recieved one? no comment

Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yeah..oh well

What is one of your bad qualilties? uh i'm hyper and talkative

What is one of your good qualilties? idk i don't focus on that, maybe my friendlyness

Would you marry for money? I prob will marry for money, but the guy has to be nice too

What do you drive? a vw golf

Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? dad i don't live w. my mom

When was the last time you cried in school? the last day idk

hok up with the same sex? sure why not

What kind of music do you like? lots of different genres

Would you ever bungee jump? no

What is your worst fear? dying a painful death

Would you ever join the army? yeah

Do you like cows? yes

If you were to die today, what would you do? uh idk sit here I bet

If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I would tell the person I have the most feelings for that I like them...and go emo on them

Hearts or broken hearts? both

Moons or stars? stars are to beautiful to ignore

Coke or pepsi? pepsi.

Favorite scent? sexi

Favorite band? hm...at the drive-in all the way

Would you ever dye your hair red? my hair is red natuarally

How many languages can you speak? I know english and german

What time are you finishing this? 6:35P.M. but i ate dinner

idk

2005-07-27T07:29:08Z

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-07-20T23:54:00

2005-07-21T04:54:41Z

I hate guys I am done w. them and I am done w. livejournal for awhile don't delete me but don't expect any postings for awhile

blu3andy3ll0w @ 2005-07-20T11:53:00

2005-07-20T16:58:28Z

so i broke up with david like a 2-3 weeks ago and wow was that tough. But i couldn't take it. I felt like I was such a fun sucker for him, like I was taking to much time out of his life and plus he was sooo nice. I felt evil for taking him away from his friends....I have no clue.

But now I am single and I am already hating it.... I kinda like these two guys and they both have been sending me mixed signels. Like I have no idea if either of them like me or not.... my guess is no. The guys I am really interested in never like me. Why do I have to look like I am five. I wish i could look my age then maybe people would even concider me attractive. Maybe its just the feeling of school and fall thats bumming me out but I want love!!!!

Blah so I got a kitten and hes a cutie orane all over w. tabby stripes I named him Reese!!! Hes kinda a retard slow for a cat lol hes currently playing with the Tv remote.....Wow 4 cats now

AWESOME BOYS!!!!! ♥

2005-07-11T21:09:20Z

Summerfest and friends lovely pictures

2005-07-10T17:00:04Z