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| 01:39pm 11/11/2005 |
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My grandpa fell down last night, i guess in the shower well today I had to stay home and stay with my grandpa all day to feed him and help him to the bathroom, while my dad sat at home watching tv, wow thanx! oh well made me miss a math test. |
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| 11:08pm 07/11/2005 |
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November, 11 2005 at The Journey
1517 Regent Street, Madison, WI 53711
Cost: 5 bones
show sweet |
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| weekends are the best |
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| 01:20pm 07/11/2005 |
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weekend was ehh okay
Friday, Jamie and I went to see armor for sleep, the concert over all was a drag it was soooo boring. I like the bands, but it was a dull show. After we went to pizza shuttle with scott and some kid I never wanted to remember his name, I took Jamie home and talked to Justin for an hour then we both pretty much passed out on the phone together.
Saturday, I went down to Justins and we were going to go to this party, but no1 was at the house, so we had a party at this kids house named Tyler. It was pretty rad, everyone drank hardcore, and this one kid who had the nickname "Silent Rob" Was louder than all the people there, he never drank before, he almost threw up on me. I was the only person who didn't puke, and I was proud! Every was passed out by midnight which was so lame, but it was fun, Justin and I took Tyler's room and he let us and didn't care. So I got to sleep next to my babes. Made me happy he always does.
Sunday, I came home and passed out and slept all day and then I watched a movie with my dad, he has another infection in his intestions so he has to get surgury and soon because he can't properly digest food. Wow More bad luck added to my plate, I love it. Thank god I have Justin to help me through all this, I swear I could have everything taken away from me that ever matter and be left with Justin him and I'd still be happy.
Wow my belly burns....weird My stomach still hurts I feel like an old lady when i walk cuz I have to stay haunched over. Okay done... |
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| Sick to my stomach |
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| 11:29am 03/11/2005 |
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So all three computers in my house are fucked, my dads computer has 93 viruses on it, my dads laptop, like started on fire randomly, fucking weird and I was a dumb ass and tried to install xp on my computer. So yeah we have 3 computers well 2 that need to be fixed my dads getting a new one shipped to him. I went to "Through the eyes of the Dead" and "broken aside" on tuesday, I had to leave early and miss the last band, but wasn't my fault. The show went well, except the fact that a window was broken. I got kicked in the stomach by some huge guy, I knocked the wind outta me and I passed out and was taken into the merch room when I woke up I threw up all over the floor because I couldn't breath. I went to the doctor yesterday and I guess I have some tissue inside of me that was torn, so I can't have any excersize for a month, that means I can't ride for a month. Its hurts to walk and stand up and sit down, the only way I'm normal is if I lay down, which sucks. Breathing is a fucking killer too. I'm going to Gatsby's American Dream, Lovedrug, Armour For Sleep and Matchbook Romance tomorrow, I hate matchbook but I love the other 3 bands so yeah. Oh yeah I have to sell Spirit or Java because my dad can't afford two horses, I'm really sad about that, in like under 5 monthes my life went to being able to afford everything to Losing everything, Were looking for apts so we will be able to keep our house with out selling it. We have no money I hate it. |
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| Only a month |
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| 10:51am 01/11/2005 |
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So Yeah I finally got to see Jusint after fucking 2 weeks, I love his parents they are so nice, they made me chinese for dinner because they know how much I liked it and they knew I was coming over. Amazing, after we ate I helped his parents clean up and handed out candy, Jusint and I went semi-trick or treating....but not really. I just took candy from his candy bowel. We went and saw SAW II it was fucking amazing, way better than the first one....like I suggest you go see it, but don't expect a horror film because its totally thriller!!!! But the ending is the best ending I've seen in a movie forever! After the movie we went to the mall and he bought my a giant heffalump buddy for our one month, I wanted to cry when he came out of the store with that. Its so cute.
 yeah thats what it looks like haha.
I'm going to the shorewood show tonight, I heard stephan was bragging about punching me in the face, I doubt I'll do anything about it. But I'm alittle ticked at the fact that hes proud to hit a girl. When Leah got hit in the face the guy that hit her apologized and felt bad, he wasn't proud at all. On that topic my nose is getting better, it only bleeds now when I sneeze, and it doesn't come pouring out. just like a normal nose bleed now YAY! So Jamie and I have gotten to be close friends, Its nice, to have someone close we watch The sisterhood of the traveling pants and we were like on the brink of crying through the whole movie. Haha were cool. Its nice to have someone who can go riding with me and knows what to do. Like we go out to my farm and we both go and ride we trade of horses. Its so much fun. Oh shit Lunch yes, cardboard burgers! |
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| 11:35am 30/10/2005 |
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mood:  annoyed music: never is a promise
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so yeah.. I went to that show last night, well that was a huge blow it sucked, The poor girl had to many bands and didn't get all of them to play and a huge fight broke out, it was scary and yet pathetic. The fact that we can't get along sure, the 2 most known bands didn't get to play, but that wasn't her fault. This is when its going to fall apart, we are going to lose everything. Were never gunna be able to have another show at shorewood again. On the other hand my nose isn't broken its just like incredibly bruised, and like i don't know, its not broken but fucked up. Thats good, but it hasn't stopped bleeding, like on and off but theres always blood coming out of it, its annoying. I think I may go trick or treating tonight....idk, I get to see Justin tomorrow YAY! my babes <3 |
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| 10:30pm 27/10/2005 |
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I'm at jamies house and we were looking through old pics and I found this pic of Katie, it totlly reminded me of that night I was there w. her and Sarah, that was when Sara and I hated each other, kinda like now.... Yeah just a huge flash back. We both are having huge flash back looking at old pics of people and like old pics of our familes. Makes you really charish the memories cuz I know I will always have. Even when the people you used to love have come and gone. Memories are such great things. Justin and are our having our 1 month on Friday and hes ungrounded monday and were seeing Saw II I don't expect it tobe good but its been two weeks since I was even able to se him. I miss him so much. I haven't felt like this about anyone since Adam and the feelings are stronger than when I dated Adam. Wow that was so long ago....wow the memories.... I love memories....
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| 12:57pm 24/10/2005 |
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I saw Justin friday after work, but since hes grounded it had to stay a secret and i only got to see him for 10-15 minnutes but I took Jamie shopping and that was fun, then sat I went to a show with alyzza and Jamie, okay the whole weekend I hung out with both my girls, Jamie and I went to her barn and we both rode her horse, hes so pretty I love him I wanna take my horse there and have both of us go on a trail ride. okay bye |
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| my life is going to shit. I should just die now. |
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| 01:12pm 21/10/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: zoolander soundtrack
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Yesterday was the concert, the bled and ya, thats the only band I really went to see since I knew underoath was only gunna play new songs, So I came down with Jamie and we met up with Alyzza and Mike, Justin K was with Sara so I hung out w. him and moshed with him, I hated all the fags that were 2-stepping and hardcore dancing to underoath I tried to kick and trip all of them, they are so gay. I spent most of the night with Richie and Ryan and Richie was being so annoying he would not stop asking me to have sex with him, Ryan likes me and even he wasn't that bad he hardly would hit on me because he knows I'm dating Justin. Hes grounded for 3 weeks for going up north with me. Both our faults, but he works tonight so I'm driving down there to see him at work since I can't handle not seeing him like the 4 days of the week I do. I got my hair cut and dyed pics will be at the bottom....its nothing special the color I just put red pigment in so I have red highlights with the brown that faded. OH YEAH! I drove down to the Rave myself and my car was fine!!!! that was my highlight of the night cuz I was almost crying because I was so nervious driving down there, cuz of my accident that I had last time I went to the rave. I hate having two studies in a row....Ugh, lame. I guess Jill and I are going to that show in West Bend, people keep asking me to take them up there and personally if I don't like you I don't want to give you a ride.
So my dad and I are broke, we have no money and we are so behind on every bill. I applied at like 5 places and all of them are hiring, I hope Starbucks calls me back first, but I applied at Mc donalds, a new vet in grafton paying 7.50 starbucks and sendicks.... I hope I can get a job soon because I want to help my dad out so bad, and pay people back for money i owe, like my horses at the farm, I'm having to sell them cuz we can't afford them, I'm so sad about that I've cried like nightly because I'm going to lose them. okay enough said. wow this s long....weird.
( This is me, and I am you ) |
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| 07:45pm 16/10/2005 |
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I went to my cabin this weekend, yeah it was weet, watched a shit load of scary movies w. Justin and on sunday on our way home we went go carting and omfg that was fun it was like war Justin and i were just tryingt o spin each other out, yeah I lost that but it was fucking amazing....the weater was nice but i didn't go out much except for like a midnight walk, and we saw 3 buks and they were small bucks but it was still cool...the leaves were amazing, I didn't take any pictures because my dad is like a nazi w. the camera, i have no clue why oh well. Homework YAY |
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| 10:44am 13/10/2005 |
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mood:  thankful music: school is stupid
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So I decided to close the book on what was some good years. Pretty much your out of my life, all was well until school when yo changed, I never changed I did the same things that I have always done, but you were just trying to get rid of me, I wasn't your friend I was something to pass the time in school, now that you found someone else looks whos gone faster than the speed of light. I hope you have fun with that, but I know there will be the day when you wish you had me and I wont be there. She will never be me. |
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| 10:29pm 09/10/2005 |
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So I had my second homecoming this weekend and it was my boyfriends homecoming it was so much fun, I got to spend 3 whole days with him I loved it, hes so amazing like I have felt like this since my first boyfriend whom i like for 2 years after we broke up, wow...
 
thats jill and I, I loved her dress so much, yeah i know I look horrible in both pictures i always do
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| life in general |
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| 11:07am 03/10/2005 |
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mood:  anxious music: scroll on mouse
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So yeah, In school and this one teacher wont stop bitching at me for missing classes. she says shes going to kick me out of the class if I don't start coming to class, what a bitch, I attend enought o know whats going on, and I'm not failing the class so who gives a fuck!, what ever, so I'm going to the barn pretty much right after school, I just want to ride until my legs fall off, i could use the alone time with my horse, I need the time to think about things....so its nice that I can go somewhere and have peace and quite and just be one with my horse. |
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| 07:26pm 02/10/2005 |
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So today i rode, I rode Deena for the first time, first time any1 has been on her back and it went fine! i was so glad, uhh I did nothing else, I didn't want to still tired from last night homecoming sheeyyaaa! well yeah thats it. |
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| 11:41am 01/10/2005 |
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Yeah so I just woke up, I dunno how I stayed in bed this late but I have to get ready fro homecoming ugghhhh lame lame lame I'm to lazy, maybe I'll just take a bath and fall asleep there to some musi..The show last night was fun, like all shows the only thing that changes are the bands, sometimes. but yeah way to much drama, 3 people got knocked out cuz some fat doode was being a bitch. what ever yeah so I'm going to the bathtube now yay! |
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| Life in general |
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| 11:34am 22/09/2005 |
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Yeah nothing new, I got my dad back today, but its still going to be the same, but with food in the house! yeah...Tippy and I are going a month on friday. I'm excited and David S's party is on sat and i have to work yuck so many hours I love it!!! |
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| 02:03pm 06/09/2005 |
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yeah I dunno, school is a pile of shit, people are like trying to be my friend now cuz I have a myspace, I had two 2girls ask for my senior pictures and they used to make fun of me, whatever, I got co-op today so now I get to leave early from school too work yes! I'm excited makes school a lot easier for me, my Math teacher is a retard she gave the class the wrong assignment and she accused the whole class of copying and cheating on the homework and was going to take points off, like we have any points already for school. it took her the whole hour to realize that she made the mistake. wow fucking dyke. Shes over crazy about math too. So Jason is coming home a day early so I. can se him sooner, I guess I'm happy. |
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